I finally had my first person to person interview today and I totally blew it. I figured there was no way someone would just look at my hair and be like we can't hire you. So I left it pink, but this isn't the bad part. I was so nervous that I completely forgot about my septum ring and just left it down. So now I'm not only a person with pink hair, but I'm also pierced. Obviously I am just the spitting image of an extremely well dressed unprofessional. I figured I wouldn't get the job when I left my purse in the car. I forgot I would need my ID to get a badge made for me and the last thing I wanted to be hauling around is a Betsy Johnson bag.
Anyways, I got my bag and the interviewer pulled me into another room and said, "I don't mean to be rude, but we are an extremely professional business and with your appearance and that nose ring I can't interview you." Then he said I can call back and set up another appointment. Yes, that's what I will do. Lord knows that changing my hair and taking two seconds to flip up my ring is going to make me that much more qualified.
It is my fault though.

I am too spoiled and I can't have everything I want. I have something great and I still want more and more.

Dear UCSC,

For the past two years I have had to deal with your horrible system of charging students at the drop of a hat. My financial aid has changed because I graduated. No, I should not have to pay you back for the money I got while I was a student. I wish I could tell you this directly, but I can never get a hold of a real person. Oh, and one more thing...I don't have any spring quarter fees because I wasn't there!

I went to visit my cousin today. We went to the mall and looked around then got dinner. As we're leaving she tells me that she's....pregnant. The girl is only 15. She said they were using birth control, but still. WTF is she going to do?!?
She is with the father, but he's like 15 too. Seriously, this isn't a good situation for her.
I have to support her though, it's not going to be easy for her from here.
This is so frustrating though.

It's my last final of the quarter.

I've probably never been so unprepared in my life. I have all the basic information that I need so it can't go that bad...right?

I do not want to write any more papers.
Ever.

My self worth should not be what I think others think of me.
I am awesome.

So since I never wrote about receiving a real life Frank I will post pictures instead.
No, he's not a pug or a boston terrier. He's a French Bulldog.
I can't wait to see my doggie again!

I went and saw Juno today. It was an AWESOME movie.

I can't believe my absolute disinterest in writing in my journal anymore.

Anyways, I'm finished with my field study at Planned Parenthood. Overall it was good. My supervisor was supposed to call me and have a goodbye dinner. She never did. Well, thanks a lot.

I'm back in good old Santa Cruz. My roommates seem so much better than the one last year. My classes seem to be alright. I'm taking Modern Israel, History of the World, and Analysis of my Field Study. History of the world is pretty much a fossil class.

I believe this is going to be my last quarter. Which, is good because I need to finally graduate. On the other hand once I get back into the swing of going to classes I can't imagine myself doing anything else. So maybe I will spend another quarter here.